still in graduation mood.

was deleting my msgs in my cell on the way home from work.
smiling to myself as i did so.
like going thru the events tt recently happened.
my frenz hu msged me...
on graduation day...the excitement
the night b4 graduation...wif all the nervousness
days b4 graduation...preparing for the big day
the car the clothes the mixed emotions...
our graduation dinner...

ahhh....

beautiful memories last forever
that day will stay with me for the rest of my life
so will those wonderful people in the ford focus
my best friends
my brothers
jihad
dzul
farzi

i love u all
i cherish every moment that we spent together
u guys make me feel special and secure
with u all i understand the meaning of
friends forever


and after graduation thats where my life will begin
thats when i will start to face the fears of the big bad world
my cousin from australia sent me a msg in friendster saying congratulations to me and that all of them are so proud of me...this is what i replied to her:

oh im so touched u all are so proud of me. i enjoyed my graduation day like it's my wedding day. but the truth is it is the beginning of a very long journey for me. it's the day i begin my real life of choices and when i get to really feel what hard life in the big bad world is like. that is why i wish all my family would be there for me and that no matter what happens in my life i hope you all will love me just the same. i am nervous and scared of starting out my life but i know u all will be there for me. i love u all. and thanks for returning Nyai...hehehe ;) and thanks for giving her a swell time during her stay in Australia. she sounds really satisfied and happy when she tell story abt her tour. i wish i can enjoy as much as her rite now but i gotta start working...
ok love u all...n miss u all...

my insecurities and fears highlighted
u can only imagine what im feeling

good night...